Getting free time all to yourself in the morning always starts me thinking and has me feel that... This day should go somewhere, a change should occer. A feeling of another journey has begun; the feeling of adventure. But after the day has ended time and time again I've felt I must have got something wrong, took a wrong turn or I'm simply living the wrong life.
I don't think a day gone by just like the one before it; is normal, or even right.
I've never felt in my right place. I've been living the wrong way for to long. I need my life, the one I know I was meant to have... I need change, renewal and just a complete new start. While being guided this time, you know? Shown the right choices and paths I am and was supposed to take, to get to that point where I feel this is the life I was born to live.
But what I'd like to know at this point is, even with all these mistakes I've made, and all the wrong turns... Am I still able to get to my ultimit destination from where I stand today? Will a couple right turns overwrite the wrong ones? Is it possible to just turn around?
How much effort will it take? Am I truely serious enough to get where I want and need to be; no matter what effort and time it takes? When will I be tired and sick enough of this way of living 'til I finally make the right choice? Why must I be so weak as to take the easy way of life. Over the right way. The effort shouldn't matter. Because anything that's worth it; takes effort. You'd think we'd all know and mature by now to do what's right for ourselves and all around us.
How much longer 'til I can get myself to move...
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