Care To Say No

I do care, about everything. I'm strong enough to say I do.
In reality we all really care it's just that we are to scared to stand up and admit to it. If we were to admit this fact, it'd mean we'd have to do something about it. And when have we really did something at all, with everything we had, do we even know what our everything is?

We run away far to often, saying "I don't care". We shouldn't be afraid of what needs to be done, what your emotions are or will be.
It's better than standing in the gray never standing strong to anything.
We've all learned to run from things that take effort, time, and thought.
I hate not being straight forward and assuming things simply because we're afraid to ask the people in question face to face what it is we're not sure of.

I'm sick of so many things and this is only one. There are tons of things we as humans need to work on, but what I see too often, is people not even bothering to notice or care to consider these simply fix flaws that could make a big difference if we just, think, consider, and stand up to what is actually right.
No matter the effort and time it takes.

Why is it so hard to do what's right? It makes me sick that I myself run away from the right things to do, only becuase I didn't feel like it, or because since my "friends" aren't doing I shouldn't have to. It's STUPID.

When I do what's wrong, the regret and ill emotions towards myself are ten times worse than what I'd ever effort and time it would've taken to of just done what was right!

So right now I am fessing up to my stupidity, no more denying and ignoring my wrongs. It can be all too easy to avoid your wrongs when everyone you know is doing the ecact same things. Makes you feel less guilty huh? But just because something's accepted, doesn't make it right.

I'm done being blinded by my foolish pride. I'm going to do my best to speak, act and accomplish what is right. Lord, please give me the strength. What is impossible for men is possible with the Lord our God.