Yeahhh

I'm afraid to just be myself, with all the mistakes and imperfection. I feel like people won't understand and will judge me without acknowledging I'm just human like themselves, I'm not perfect. I'm afriad of being hurt.
So I hide myself away behind either being silent or saying things of little importence. I build the wall with my own hands yet I hate it with everything I am.
I wish people would listen with unjudging ears, and not be so quick to spout their opinions. Just listen, that's all. Ask me things and hear me out, I think and use my brain not everything I have to say is junk as it's normally treated. I'm not always right, but before you bash me down with your correction at least see where I am coming from.

Though I hold part of the blame in why I feel closed off. I have not been giving much effort in trying to brake my walls down, or speaking up. I'm just afraid, that even if I give it my everything, to be understood and acknowledged. That I'll be ignored, thrown out, and judged.
I pray I over come this, or someone will come along that will break my walls and be understanding and wise that I've been needing to see in someone.