Happenings

We've become so spineless, using all the networks of the internet to exspress what we feel, our true emotions. What hurts us, what we think of others and who we are in and out.
Instead of saying these things to the people nearest to us, unabling us to get that true connection with others.

Why have we become so afraid to speak the truth with a straight face? Do we fear hurting others? Getting rejected? That doesn't make sense to me, if someone were to honestly open up to me no matter what the subject. What they thought of me, things they fear, and what situation brings up which emotion. I would listen and understand, because I am human too.

I'd want someone to listen to me, without judgement. Intending to be there for me, help me sort out my feelings. As well as someone to hear my opinions and every random thought that comes to mind.

I desire to find someone to become close with, feel confindent in saying I know them. Is that not the same for everyone else? You can't say you know someone from a few encounters, or a typical conversation of daily matters. To this day, I cannot say I truely know anyone. Nor have anyone that knows me.

I have yet to break the barrier, the fear of the unknown. It has become foreign for us to speak of ourselve, our inner thoughts. It's looked upon as being vulnerable.
I don't know how this view begun, but now, it is truely something a strong and confident person is capable of.
Some day, I hope to succeed in becoming someone that no matter how uncomfortable it might be, to seriously say everything I want and think. No more hidding my heart, hurt, displeasure and voice. I will become someone I can be proud of, and someone that others truely know.