Sunday, November 14, 2010

Nothing.... Yet Something

The right thing at the wrong time is the wrong thing.

I may not feel amazingly excited about how my life is now, and I know tons of things that I think would make things better for me, things I want now, and can't wait for. But you know, I'd rather wait a long time for the right thing(s), than to rush it all and have it become the wrong thing. ;) So I'll be content with what I've got, and learn to work with what I have. For when the time comes when everything starts to roll in my life, I'll be ready to experience and enjoy it, to its utmost extent.



I may not be very wise nor knowledgably about a lot of things. But it never hurts to just find time to be alone and think, leaving behind all the opinions of others that always seem to mix with our opinions, outlook, and thinking process. To simply find time to find ourselves, our individuality, alone from influence of our surroundings, all the noise, stress, situations, and confusion of our daily lives that hinder and break us. To find silence, and be calm, to where we really see things, through a cleared mind. With being level headed, open minded, and just find the bigger picture, bigger than just our lives alone, along with all the things and people that come with it.



And if we (me particularly) didn’t find time to simply throw all these weights and troubles off our shoulders to just take a breather from all the things we go through and deal with in our lives, how in the world do you expect to stay sane and upright?! Well we all choose our own way of dealing. Only ourselves alone call the shots concerning our own lives, and the paths we take. We always have a choice in every matter, and situation of our life. But I guess, what it always comes down to is... what way/path and choices are you going to choose? And what is your opinion of what's "good" and "bad"?

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

My Amazing School Life

The internet isn’t being nice, so I’ll just type on here to pass time.

So today is Wednesday November 10th year 2010…
Today in school was, pretty boring.
In my Drafting class I’ve been working hard to catch up to all the drawings we’ve been doing, so far I’m only one and a half behind… Ha-ha. I got behind by just sleeping in class three days straight and just ignoring the projects Mr. Craig was given us during those days. I now know not to do that again, and to just get the stupid drawings done.
Ummm, and after Drafting I go to lunch. That wasn’t awesome either. I usually like to just be alone in the library and read the bible, highlighting verses and writing ideas and so on in a note book. Buutttt someone had to tag along today and throw that peaceful me time moment out the window. It isn’t like I dislike the person that joined me, its just that he’s an atheist and I didn’t want to get into a big conversation of “why do you believe in God??” and right now I don’t know how to explain it very well! Or at least I am not at a good time right now to be answering and talking about it, I’ve been trying to read the bible so I can be ready to answer those questions. So right now is my study time, and I can’t take the interference right now.
Anyhow after Lunch, I went to Auto. And well, there isn’t ever anything awesome that happens. I mean sure I guess you learn a bit about cars… I guess, but really I don’t think I’ve gotten much of anything since I’ve been in that class --_-- I wish I have but, I have been utterly and completely lost. So the just of it goes like “ok, what should we do”, “wait, what are we doing??”, “Um, how did you do that”, “what is that thingy called??”, and “and what exactly does it do and what is it for…?”. That sums it up perfectly.
Ha-ha.
Alright, and on to my last class: Ceramics, it’s pretty cool, I think it’s the most enjoyable class. You make stuff, with the option of getting messy. And today I worked on the wheel, and I tried to make a plate. I slightly succeeded, but I won’t be to sure ‘til it dries. Also I did get clay on my only pair of skinny jeans, pretty epic. Lol.
And so, that sums up my day at school today. Yes, I am that popular. ;D